manic depression

manic depression

 

i feel lucky

the only misfortune to ever befall me

was to have been born in the first place

& if there was one after that

it was to have lived in this insignificant age

or,

maybe my misfortune was meeting you

it’s not that i don’t love you:

you’re a blessing and i do

but if we’d never been friends

could i have betrayed

or misguided or misspoke

so many things i shouldn’t say?

because of you i have regret-

and i feel worse when you forgive-

 

it’s too late now, but i wish

that i’d never ever lived

 

for

if i’d never lived

i could never go to hell

or fear

or hate my self

there’d be no way i could fail

don’t worry;  i’m not gonna kill my self

 

i’m much too vain for that

i have honor

i want revenge

i’m here:  no turning back

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